Reasons.

If you ask me what's wrong and I say "nothing" even though it's pretty fucking obvious something's wrong, this is probably why;

- I don't feel like explaining something that probably only makes sense in my head.

- It's too personal for me to share.

- I don't wanna be judged.

- It'll probably just make me feel worse cause I'm bringing the subject up again.

- I don't want anyone getting worried.

- I'm sick of hearing "it'll be alright." It wont, you fucking liar.

- Um, it's about you.

- I just don't want to talk about it.

My idiotic moods wings are definitely NOT your fault. :)

Day 1 ; 10 Things You Want To Say To 10 Different People.

1) You're a great person. I love you, mum.

2) Why are you so goddamn oblivious to the fact that I adore you?

3) I love the both of you so much. You have no idea how grateful I am to have you both in my life. <3

4) Being my dad means actually giving a fuck. Just seeing me once a year stopped working when I started growing up.

5) I honestly wish I knew what the fuck I did that was so wrong to you. I mean until you just severed all contact with me.

6) Don't be someone you're not. It won't work. You can't just flick a switch and change your real personality.

7) Honest to god, I love that we're best friends, it's been amazing to share all my secrets, dreams, everything with you. I love you so much baby. :)

8) I trusted you with so much before. I can't anymore.

9) Thank you guys so much for showing me how to live.

10) Stop being such a dick. Tell me to my face if you hate me, alright? Hiding behind half nods and fake smiles isn't going to help anything.

10 Day Challenge :)

Okay, so I'm about to do this in a bit, you should do the same :) You'd be surprised at what you learn about yourself :)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.